this morning at my small support group, I was able to speak how I apply Sf. Also how everything is here, and it is not possible to skip one thing. And how I take responsibility by watching my reactions. It was understood and confirmed.
At night I skype with my son. I hadn't seen him from 8 years old till 16, and after that only 3 or 4 times a year. but some months ago I bought myself a laptop from him, and he assisted me with some things, and after some time we started skype for phone was too expensive. And since 2 onths or so we skype everynight. He shares his experiences with me and tonight he told me he'd decided to be honest. (in the beginning of our skypes he was more of manipulation).