do I use the body as an instrument for my desires, purposes as the person Martijn.
Or am I here as the body.
Using the body is abusing the body: it is painful.
I feel at ease, being the body.
I don't have to think.
I have no image to worry about.
I slip into Martijn , as soon as I notice this, I take the opportunity to apply Sf.
Waking up in the morning, I started with a stress. Past few days. What was going on? I had to be someone! meet expectations, have goals, fears, control. Applying till I this is gone. Will see tomorrow.