another polarity appeared: being excited<=>to freeze, to be motionless.
Which I noticed while watching videos on car accidents, people getting hurt.
I was excited to see the next video, and the next one etc, while watching the vids I kind of froze.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to keep myself occupied in expressing the polarity: to be excited<=>to freeze.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to forget all about my breath feeling excited and "frozen".
I forget all about my breath during these feelings.
I am very grateful they showed up.
I was able to realize what I was doing and to apply Selfforgiveness on this polarity.