Today I discovered that some polarity beliefs were (I Selfforgave them) involved in my process.
I believed I would get better,
I believed hope to be a driving force to apply Sf,
I believed applying Sf would bring success.
Because last night I felt worse, despair, failure.
So I Selfforgave my believe in the polarity: to get better<=>to get worse,
the polarity: to hope<=>to be in despair,
The polarity: success<=>failure.