dinsdag 4 november 2008

every day Mirjam and myself make a phonecall, an d we send a email. It's very interesting to see all the Sf-points come up. Today I realized that I in the mind was creating a "she is the one" scenario. I "saw' ALL MY THOUGHTS AND ATTENTION gather around her. 

Another thing that came forth was longing for sex, and, to be pissed off because I wasn't going to have sex, (because sex is of polarity). 

She mailed that she had been thinking of visiting me but she didn't because of wrong motives. I felt anxiety: omg she might bring me a visit. 

I said to her, I deal with you in the same way I deal with myself. You are as me. 

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