today I saw our systematic reality functioning, cycling along the road. I felt quite miserable, during the day. I watched a lot of youtube vids on modelairplanes, rocketmotors etc. Mirjam phoned and we discussed it and the Sf-point came up:
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to participate in the polarity of feeling down versus being entertained.
In other words:
I forgive myself that i've accepted and allowed myself to participate in the polarity of taking process too seriously versus taking it too light.