dinsdag 21 april 2009

expand here, holding back is prolonging the existence as seperated from all else. Everything is someone.
I find myself driven by desire. Desire to fly my modelairplanes, desire to work at my sisters horsefarm...
Desire you have an experience for myself. Driven by desire things start to go wrong.

When I am eating and disappear in thoughts, my teeth bite my tongue. ouch! I am back.

maandag 20 april 2009

being with the dog or the cat, I am loosing my mind. Still here. The same on the bicycle, shaking my head a few times, lightly. Not holding myself back, to be a personality with a point of view, a opinion, different from all else.
I dissolve. No more I, still here. Here is all that is.